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A Birthmother’s Advice on Choosing Adoptive Parents By Nicole Lambert Years ago when I was a teenager and saw the world through rose colored glasses, I dreamed of being a mother. I day dreamed about wearing maternity clothes, decorating a nursery and tossing around baby names. Little did I know then that I would be helping someone else decorate a nursery and listen to them throwing around names for my baby. No one dreams of being a birthmother. It just happens. I found myself "accidentally" pregnant at a time in my life when I did not think I could give a child all he or she deserved. Although I loved my unborn baby so much, I had to put my baby’s needs above my hearts desires. I believe God does not create accidents, so terminating this pregnancy was not an option for me. I began to look into open adoption and to think about the things I wanted for my baby. It is pretty common in today’s adoption world for a birthmother to choose an adoptive family for her child. I knew I could not be too picky but I had to decide which qualities were the most important to me for my baby’s family to have. Sometimes, I think birthmothers, look for families that had similar qualities to their own families or they look for families that have qualities that their family lacked while growing up and they often wished for. These are the questions I asked myself:
For some birthmothers, not being able to provide a stable father is one of the main reasons for placing their baby in an adoption agreement. But for others, a single parent placement may be suitable if the parent can completely provide for the child. 2. Is it important to me that my baby have a stay at home parent?? Again for some young mothers choosing adoption, this is may be very important to them as it is another thing they can not give them. And for others, a stay at home parent is not quite as important. . Some birthmothers may have longed for a stay at home Mom growing up and may want their child to have a stay at home Mom. 3. Do I want my baby to be an only child or do I want him or her to have siblings?? This question is a little trickier for one can not predict the future. An adoptive family could have plans to adopt another child after yours and then for different reasons, it might not happen. Or they might only be planning on having one child and then circumstances could change. But there are some birthmothers who want to place their child with a family who does not have any children yet, maybe because they were the first and they want their child to be the first too. Yet, to other birthmothers this might not be as important. A birth mother who had older brothers or sisters or wished for them, may want older her child placed with a family that already has children.
Before you begin meeting with and talking to couples, you should have an idea in your head as to what type of adoption you are looking for. Do you want a very open adoption with the ability to visit anytime? Or would prefer a scheduled visit once a year? Or do you think visits might be too tough for you to handle and that pictures and updates would simply be the best thing for you? Or do you think that anything would be too hard and that a closed adoption might be the best thing for you. Although, I think it is more important to keep in mind, that open adoptions are not legally forceable in most states. Someone asked me recently, if I thought making a list of qualities that you are looking for in an adoptive couple, is wrong. I do not. I actually recommend making a list of the qualities and attributes you are searching for in an adoptive family. As you begin to look at profiles on the internet or through your agency or begin to talk to couples, you could even make notes about them. Searching for a family can be overwhelming. But, most times, when a birthmother sees the family that they are meant to be matched with, they know in their heart that is right. No lists or profiles are needed, they simply know. Note: The author is not a professional adoption counselor this is just her advice and points of view written from one birthmother to another.
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